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What I learned this week, 29 jun 08

The circles are closing

So this week was fun starting since last Saturday, when my sis and I went to the Harold Lloyd film festival (silent movies, but I’ll go into that in a different journal) and on Sunday I went to see my teenage crushes with my cousin (kitten was never into them… her loss) so this just left my heart and mind feeling good. It’s like my head cleared up and I can finally get to what needs to be done, take care of my pending commitments so when the time to move on from this job comes I won’t have any regrets.

It doesn’t matter what everyone says when I leave, just what I think and how I feel when this chapter closes, and most of all, what I learn from it.

I know now that I need a bigger change than just the company, and everything is pointing toward a career change, so that’s really exciting.

My therapist recommended I start investigating what I will need (like a certification or something) so I’m prepared when it happens.

This is exciting and scary ‘cause I really feel like I’m going back to my roots, my genuine self.

We all have to make this trip and find out who we really are, some change completely and find their true selves, others we change and in that change find a balance between the old and the new.

It’s a scary often painful trip, but the truth is if you make it with conviction and try to stay open… it’s worth it.