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i am sick
;(

It's with sadness that we have to post this news, but it's been confirmed that James "The Rev" Sullivan, drummer for Orange County metal band Avenged Sevenfold, has passed away at age 28. The band confirmed this on their own site today.

This is the other shot I was considering getting in poster size.

Well.. Santa really helped me this year.. XD

This band, best known for their reinterpretations of classic Christmas songs, was founded in 1996 by Paul O'Neil, along with long time friends Jon Oliva, Robert Kinkel, and Al Pitrelli. Since it's an orchestra, it would take a lot of time and space to write down the names of all the members, but if you want to find out more, read on!

i'm not decayedapple anymore.
as malutkalucy i was just blindly copying one of my friends.
as decayedapple i became independent, and a complete different person...
..who now is ruda.

[yea, buzznet and photography are THAT important to me]

Old industrial zone in Mexico city. Lots of photo ops.

I got my present from futileassayer last December 15.

Customs physically tortured the boz before it got to me. ;(

And i opened it during Christmas Day.  Its actually because it comes with a warning.

So when I flipped open the crafty black box. I got.

keychain!!!! I love keychains.  I have lots of them hanging on my bag. 

A jewelry box made from paper mache.  Its really cute for display.

A shinning shimmering spendid purse.  just in time coz I want to have one.

A planner.  So I could empty my thoughts and put it in there.

An artsy bookmark. Which is already on page 47 of The Reader right now.

Lots…

You know what is extremely strange?  At least for me?  To be an object of desire.   I'm not trying to sound big headed, because I don't feel that way, but at the moment I have four different men after me at the moment.  It's like some Victorian book gone awry.  All of them are older, ranging from a month to ten years.    When did I go from being the D.U.F.F.  to the centre of attention?  And more so, why don't I like it? 

    I mean, do you know how many other nineteen-year-old girls would kill to be in my situation?   I know one girl who is turning Twenty-One next month who would gladly throttle me to live through what I am right now.   I don't know what happened or why.  Is it the cold?   It must be.  I don't put out a single and looking for a man vibe do…